Aghh....nak cutii

My body n soul ni sangatla penat kekdahnya..memikirkan masalah duniawi semua ni....nak pegi bercuti jauh jauh jauhhhh......sgt.....ngada ngada mu mek nan...last week baru cuti balik kampung...
This wekend ...hg meggatai pi keja...pastu next wekend nk pi manjung plak...attend famiky event...next week lg satu kena keja plak...nampak tak betapa tahap dewa kebizian diriku ini...i need a breaak from from this hectic week.....org keja hg nak keja...dah byk keja merungut pulaa....tu beluk cerita house chores yang dh lama giler aku tak waat....dulu aku sorg yg rajin harap maklum...skang ni prestasi merudukm dum dum...
The thing is...i really2 need holiday for myself...cuba bayangkan langkawi...or pulau redang ..or pulau perhentian....petang2 jalan2 tepi laut...tgk gelagat manusia ...bercengkarama...dgn harapan mslh besar kecik akan dibawa oergi jauh by the waves...ha...gitu tahap mimpi kita......atau pegi jauh2 naik keretapi ...bukan ketapi yang mcm cita chennai express tu.....hat ada class skit la...semua stop hg nak berenti...minum kopi...tgk sungai2 bersih satu duniaa...tgk gelagat pickpocket....apada pickpocket hg nak perati meknan...pastu dh penat naiknketapi....naik flight plak...layan semua airport dalam.dunia...mana paling cosy....mana paling mahal...mana paling sikit berjalan...mana paling byk mamat hensem...ngehngehngeh....gataimu...ada member kata..selalunya hat jenis hensem2 ni geng LGBT...hampeh...atau pi duduk kat norway kaa...mana tpt yg nmpk aurora light...mcm nomad plak la kan...terhoyong hayang kesana sini...lepak...living a simple life...mkn pun ala2 kadar jaa...sb ktnnegara mcm tu mmgla susah nak msk ikan bilis msk cili api kaa...nasi gireng sardin kaa....atau...pi duduk tpt atas gunung yang cantik....duduk rumah kecik....minum air gunung...bela ayam itik.kambing...tanam sayur2 ...hidup mcm.dlm.farmville tu...syok gak.kan....tu dh tak mcm.bercuti la kan...tp kalau bc novel2 lama..selalunya org dulu2 mcm tu...keja setahun 8 bulan..pastu the rest 4 bulan bercuti2 ...kekdahnyaa...
Seronokla kalau dpt hidup mcm tu...
Sekian sesi berangan untuk kali ni
Berangan tu kan free....kita kan suka benda yang free...mengakulah cepat wahai madam ctkusut atau cikgu win...

Janji manisku

Siapa suka berjanji dan menabur janji...cakap cepat...ngaku lekaih...

Mmm..like me for example ..kalau ikut sejarah penuaan..paling aku avoid pun berjanji...bukan aku takut tak boleh tunaikan janji....tp takut aku lupa...saya mengaku saya selalu lupaa..dasyat punyaa..mcm previously... I promise rayyan to give him half of my burger to him ...sb mostly i only eat half...tp lepas i dh mkn...and he came for his promise...tp burger tu dah abiss...nampak tak betapa aku lupanyaa ...sian rayyan...waiting for my burgers...huhu..

Suddenly feel so bad plak...demm..

Well...itula.kisahnyaa...i really dontt like break the promises...because we will know that it will hurt the other party kan....but if other break their promises to me..selalunya i will forgive saja...but...u knoww..i will remember tau...am not forget tau...

Gitula....hello viral fever...please go away.  U promise me to go quick kan..

Tolonglaa..i merayu sgt.  Please go. .am no longer want to be with u...pleasela understand ..am sick noww...really really sick...#sakithati

Greener grass

The grass always looks greener on the other side....isnt it good or bad thing..
I always wonder this such idioms really mean...isnt it a good...when its greener we are willing to go there and feel the greener kan...or..we just stand still right where u belong/are and always have the feelings that u are really really envy of looking the greener grass on the other side....
Like it or not..in our life we always have big opportunity which need us to decide which we would like it to be. Allah pun dah janji akan beri kita ujian yang hanya kita sahaja mampu menempuhinya.HE knows.
Dalam setiap ujian...there always time when a decision is needed. When the decision is final, just have to be very very patient because there might be many challenges would come on your way after that. Be strong.

Itu dia...harini kak nan jadi cikgu motivasi kepada semua ya. Tula sapa yg tak tau ..kak nan ni semua boleh...ngehngeh...
Ok skang ni kak nan kelaparan sebab dok berangan psl the greener grass sahaja.
Okla...chow dulu..
Nak pi buat tea strawberi while berangan minum dekat greener grass...and tpt tu maybe panas...

Mata mata syurga

Pernah tak kita terfikir, dalam hidup kita dalam sehari berapa biji mata kita nampak sehari.mungkin 20 biji...for me..jap nak kira....ni mata2 yg default akan nampak laa.

Dalam banyak2 tu, nampak tak mata2 syurga di dalamnya...for example...do u see heaven in those eyes...u tgk jee...u feel relieved..u feel secure...u feel brave..u feel strong...walapun mata yang ko tgk tu hanya mata baby...

In my life...mata mata syurga yang paling aku selalu tunggu2 nak tengok adalah mata ayah n mak....i feel soo love and relieved bila dpt tgk mata2 mereka...dgn ayah...i know i can do the eye talk to him...he always understand and supportive for everything that i have done. Selalunya dalam setahun berapa kali sahaja dpt tengok....kecewanya setiap kali aku tau depa dtg kl...i tak boleh jumpa depa disebabkan kekangan2 yang tak dapat dielakkan....mmm...

Am so relieved noww...now am with them....i feel like i am still their little girl ....i feel like i ma still 5 years old ....

Doaku pada yang Esa...semoga engkau kurniakan syurga paling terhebat untuk kedua dua ibu bapaku ini...

Achievement kita

hi readers readers(kesalahan tatabahasa di sitew) sekalian ,

byk sgt readers kami awal2 tahun ni kan...dah 18 jan sebenarnya kita neh...
what is our achievement for this year....ha gitu soklannya...baru 18 hari...what do u expect kan..
mesti banyak u dah achieve kan...paling2 pun kita dah 18 malam kita dah tido...or 18 kali kita dah pegi keja (tipu gak sebab tolak 6 hari cuti) ..or dah 18 kali kita dah isi minyak...or 18 kali kita dah masak(sebab sehari sekali je kita masak...aku la...depends la kan)...or 18 kali dah tengok dilwale (which for me...aku tgk video clips dia je kot...maybe more than 18 times)...or 18kali bergaduh...or 18 kali ehem ehem....hahha....tudia mulala idea mengarut sampai...

The point is....dah 18hari ni...at least u must have one achievement la kan...for me instead....byk gakla aku dah cuba dan dah capai...at least now i am dah strong....i am a strong beautiful(#perasan) women...by the way puan ctkusut...kita ni tahun ni dah going to be 35....tetiba rasa mcm ...WHAT....lg 5 thn dah 40 weh...ko giler...aku still rasa am still 20++...jiwa muda makcik kau....
like seriously i am.... i found out...the more happier i am...the more younger i am .... hopefully my look pun shows la kan...wah...ko hengat ko cantik sgt....pastu komplen muka dah start to wrinkle...pastu komplen lg ada freckles sana sinun...dan2 pegi kaunter SK11 nak pegi beli miracle water...pastu kembali ke alam nyata bila tengok harga set miracle yang sgt miracle iteww....slowly walk out the kaunter la kan....pastu mencuba sedaya upaya nak looks miracle without miracle water....haihlaa...tpkan..kenapala sgt mahal sgt ko miracle water...u r just from water from fermented pulut yang diramas2 oleh makcik2 jepun sahaja....which is kalau kt malaysia ni...kami panggil tapai je kot....letak branding skit...mau mahal giloss...lg mau komplen ka mek nan....pakai jela tapai ko tu...if u insist...letak skit branding ...contoh SH11 ke kan....pastu jual....ha...kan senang.....diam aa hannan...merepek meraban hang memang pandai...

okla...abis idea plak...
jom wat appraisal for this year plak...katanya harini dateline...kalau siap...it an achievement la kan..

Selamat menyambut hari 18 Januari ....kepada yang celebrate birthday harini....Happy birthday to u...
so far aku tak ingat sapa besday fall on january....ngehngeh....

You deserve a trophy la bila kita dah achieve something la kan..

contoh trofi ni...dah achieved pastu angkat tangan sampai nampak ketiak..

so it's a ketiak trofi....hahahhaa...

dem...

Alone

Bosannya makan sorang...
Obviously bila ko lunch at 4pm...sapa lagi nak teman ko meknan...time kol 1 diorg ajak.ko belagak wat2 bz...padahal.mmh bz...imagine ur life suddenly one by one start to leave u...or u leave them...
So sad...mood sedih tetiba...

Kehadapan nasi goreng daging.
Terima kasih kerana sudi menemani diriku ini di saat daku sangat memerlukanmu...
Ha...nampak...walaupun engkau hanya akn melalui proses peristalsis dan bakal dirembes oleh jus2 hempedu dan akan dicerna melalui proses pernyahtinjaan selrpas itu...namun khidmat engkau adalah sgt dihargai sehingga ke garisan terakhir.

Tak paham entry ni...just be it

Sekian
Warkah daripada fariz maju...

Kenapa kita merajuk

Salam 10 January to all...esok 11 January...yakni birthday Siti Nurhaliza....ha nampak...betapala kami tak minat pun dgn siti nurhaliza neh...

Well.tu bukan topik sebenarnya....topik asas yang yakni chapter one adalah....betapa panjang mau intro da...Kenapa kita merajuk...

Macam aku punya tahun bila punya entry tah..cant remember exactly when la kan...maafkan saya...kelupaan saya disebabkan faktor usia....mmm...normally kalau insiden merajuk berlaku...
usually...n selalunya...kalau aku yg merajuk ke...or him yang merajuk ke...hujung2nya diriku hamba yang hina lagi dina ni...akan terpaksala memujuk diri ini dan dirinya....yakni..one way communication la camtu....boleh dikira communication ke eh...tahla...maksudnya tu la...one way straight to the dot dot dot....kalau semua cara susah nak jalan...hamba yang hina lagi dina akan guna cara di bilik tidur...ehem ehem disitu....

even if its not my fault pun after all(konfiden hang ni mek nan...not your fault sgt) ...paling senang minta maaf je berjuta juta kali....afdhalnya...100 juta kali....which org melayu ni susahhhhhnya nak minta maaf...kita always ask for forgiveness ms hari raya ....tu pun belum tentu keikhlasannya ke tak
Apa pun that's the easiest way to do la kan....what else pun kita boleh buat ye dok...

Dari segi saintifiknya...hamik kau aku research bak hang....actually takdela saintifik mana pun...just a reading on how to overcome this kind of feeling meh....

pi baca situ --> http://www.stevenaitchison.co.uk/blog/7-ways-to-stop-sulking/

Kepada insan yang sedang merajuk...terimalah...

Masa berputar

Bagaikan Litar

Fikiran bergetar

Hidupku gusar

Counting pillows

Hoping i am an owls

Opening eyes glow

Hopes okay by tomorrow

so...skang semua tau aku tgh merajuk la kan....huhuhu....end of this situation....selalunya akan end up tak ingat dah sebab utama merajuk at the first place...jelas sgt faktor penuaan....

New year new resolution

Hi..
My azam tahun 2016 adalah:

To update my blog more often...itu ja kot

Ok cukupla sapu sawang sini.skit rini.kan

Sekian

When you want something
The universe will conspires u in helping u to achieve it

Sapa baca buku tu dia tau...

Tata titi tutu

When

When your friend become your enemy
When your partner no longer partner
When you fearest dream walk much more faster
When your ultimate dream broke into thousand pieces
When you have no longer somebody
When worlds keeps telling u r lie to yourself which u r not
When you have to oblige
When you really need the hug and the love when you are trumbelling down
When you have no more ear to listen

When

Happy 2016 Hannan...i wish you are strong