Monday, January 17, 2005

selamat hari raya korban...

walupun lg 4 hari kita nak menyambut raya korban..
.aku nak ucap siap2 ucapan selamat hari raya korban...maklumla..perkara yg elok baik disegerakankan
mm..pandai...anyway..lama rasanya tak update...maklumla secara tiba2 terbz kat opis...
bukan bz mende...saja membzkan diri...hari ni baru berjaya aku setup server utk sistem yg aku kena wat tu
fening kepala..2 hari dok buat bende tu jer...thanks to my lovely husband yg tolong jd guru tuisyen aku sepanjang a
aku dok set up bende ni..at least i got something to show my boss next week..

sometimes kita suka la mencari alasan supaya kerja kena buat tu..di delaykan kan atau takyah wat langsung..mcm aku ler..
bukan apa..sometimes ppl says..minat tu leh dipupuk..but not for me...i'd tried to love doin programming since forever..
but still cannot find it anyway...so damn hard to find my interest in programming..
this is not my line...if someday..my boss fire me(nauzubillah)..not he's fault...it's me...just can't deliver my task fast..
mm..stop complaining...god still wants me to learn n learn...i will...

marriage life...well what do u expect after got married...i'd remember once read wbout married...married life just like a bird in cage
ppl whose outside was so eager to get in but the on inside eager to get out..well..hope it not happening to me..anyway..
from my point of view...every single thing should give n take...for women exspecially...stop build castle in the air...what u always wanted
always u will not gonna get it..for some ppl...they might get it much more better or lesser...depends on rezeki...for me...i found it very interesting..
y?..mmm..my husband ..he is very humble person and so far very take care...n i am still learning him...but one thing for sure..i know that he doesn't like
spicy food...or else..he will be angry..tyring to avoid that anyway..mm..still adjusting my life anyway
to girls out there..get prepare..because once u be someone's wife..u will find out how heavy is ur respnsibility...trust me...it's heavy enough..

mm...ape2 pun..kena la berkorban right...selamat hari rya korban...peluang ni aku nak ucapkan selamat hari raya korban kepada semua umat islam di malaysia..
maaf zahir batin...n halalkan makan minum...semua yg mengenali aku...aku maafkan dosa korang n halalkan makan minum sepanjang tempoh perkenalan kita..lepas ni..
aku nak cerita pasal benda yang berfaedah skit...mungkin pasal keagamaan n ppl around us...atau..alam sekitar..tgkla dulu..mana yg aku lebih cenderung...psl menjahit pun best gak..
tgkla nanti...ok nak balik masak..chow..nanti kita sambung

Friday, January 07, 2005

cerita kali ni

mmm...penat minggu ni..penat godek sourcekod..
kalau aku diberi pilihan la..aku nak ja jd tukang yang kejanya menagrang ke...
wat presentation slide ke..pastu wat keja diam2..dah tentu tentunya keja aku leh siap cepat

skang ni kat opis, supervisor aku suruh aku tambah satu menu dlm satu sistem ni..
system ni dipakai oleh suma staff kat sini la..dulu sebelum ni...system ni org india yang buat
so..kira cam outsource la ..pastu...skang ni aku kena tambah menu dlm system tu..nampak cam senang,,
tapi susahnya...kalau akula..better wat system baru je...nak memahamkan coding si india ni..mak ai..pening
..dia point sana point sini..uuu...pening aa..pastu celah2 tu ada dok wat hidden2 file lagi..semua pun limited
source...database takleh access..camana tu..geram plak rasanya...yang si supervisor aku ni die pun tak tau java..
pastu sesenang je suruh aku tambah2 sistem tu...mm...nak wat camana..kena simpan dlm hati ja..macamana nak buat tah...
aku pun masih lagi godek2 benda ni..aku takut bukan apa..if anything happens..kalau sistem ni tak jalan sebab aku yang dok
robek sana sini..nanti kalau jd apa2..si india ni back off takmo tolong dah..yelah dah kacau koding dia..
pastu nanti dia mesti nak charge kalau ada apa2 silap..byk risiko tul..yang bos aku gatal2 suruh buat benda ni
hanyala utk entertain dlm 10 org camtu..hai..geram betul...bila aku geram2 tu..aku sellau teringat kata2 dr fazilah kamsah
"org yang berjaya suka buat benda yang org gagal tak suka buat"..tu yang membuatkan aku malas nak memberontak..cewah..
luahan perasaan skit ...celah2 tu..bos aku lak ada training kat singapore...so secara tak langsung semua kerja dia terpikul la
atas batu jemala patik...dia ajak g training tu...tp maleh aa...bukan kena mengena ngan aku pun...lgpun lama..sampai hujung bulan..
kalau single nak gak pegi..ni dah berdua..mana leh..nanti rindu...kena bwk kain pelikat plak.hehhehe...teringat member kat utm dulu
siap ada kain pelikat pakwe masing2..nak ubat kerinduan konon...hehhe..aku pun ada gak..kuang3..tu jela dulu...nanti aku sambung cita lagi..
kain pelikat..hahahahhaha..lawak...teringat geng2 dulu..siti,ida,sue,ila,win..heheh...